Something is definitely wrong with me :(
I mean.. I discovered I am less sharper now (or dumb-er??? erks!), blur, mediocre, confused, blunt, not focused, wiped-out, tak tajam akal fikiran, BENGONGGG.. aduhhhh.
Since when? Since.. since.. since one or two months back.
I DO NOT KNOW WHY.
Because of an idiotic sequence of events that I encountered:
- Woke up for Subuh prayer, upon the first takbir, arrggh! I haven't washed my feet during wudhu'. Oh, so mamai!
- I was steaming some leftovers for lunch.. darn! I didnt fill the steamer pot with any water! How stupid is that?! The microwavable plastic steamer was melted, ruined!
- I usually am able to think a few steps of events sequences ahead, like planning this and that, and dealing with what-ifs. Lately, thinking seems a tiny bit slow.